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I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we've shared

It was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care
Now we're standing in the rain
But nothing's ever gonna change
Until you hear, my dear

The 7 things I hate about you
The 7 things I hate about you
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks
And when you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It's awkward and it's silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology
And when yuu mean it, I'll believe it
If you text it, I'll delete it
Let's be clear
I'm not coming back
You're taking 7 steps here

The 7 things I hate about you
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks
And when you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

Compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention
The 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you
Your hair, your eyes, you old Levi's
ANd when we kiss, I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy
Your hand in mine
When we're intertwined everything's alright
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I like the most that you do
You make me love you

^<3333


Jul 2007

I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we've shared

It was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care
Now we're standing in the rain
But nothing's ever gonna change
Until you hear, my dear

The 7 things I hate about you
The 7 things I hate about you
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks
And when you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It's awkward and it's silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology
And when yuu mean it, I'll believe it
If you text it, I'll delete it
Let's be clear
I'm not coming back
You're taking 7 steps here

The 7 things I hate about you
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks
And when you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

Compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention
The 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you
Your hair, your eyes, you old Levi's
ANd when we kiss, I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy
Your hand in mine
When we're intertwined everything's alright
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I like the most that you do
You make me love you

i grabbed my diary and plopped on my bed

dear diary,
i don't no how im going to tell my firends i like gurls. ughh.
wat if they don't understand?
will they hate me?
):
arissa.

my alarm clock went off. time for skool i set off for school.
"heyy arissa" sumone said
"o heyy dianna"
"wats up gurl"
"im pretty good u"
"good well catch ya later"
"bye"
i reached the skool door and theirs mallory.
"heyy mal wats up" i said not so happy
"good heyy guess wat"
"wat"i said cuz i hate guessing
"i read this book and ughh and she's gay how gross"mallory turned red and chuckled
"o yeah" i laughed trying to hide my feelings.
"but its gross"
"yeah it is well the bell just rang lets go"
"awkward"she said trying to break the silence.

i walked into spanish class first period.
"Hola Como Estas" my spanish teacher Mrs Hayden said
"muy bien y tu"
"asi , asi"
i sat down next to dianna .
"heyy did u hear about that fight after skool" jeanette said
"yeah it was right infront of my house it was wack"i said truthfully
"yeah it was" we all agreed

class began. it was the usual spanish about chores and things.

then madison walked in and i heard whispering.
"slut lesbo" said one of these popular gurls.
"yeah i heard she dates jackie" said sumone else.

"heyy madison" i said
"heyy"
can i talk to u" she said
i was kinda worried if she heard them talking about her.
"well you no about me dating jackie right"
"yea"
"well i think im gonna dump her"
"y"
"becuz i don't think she really likes me u no i wanna date sumone that likes me for who i am no just becuz im pretty and they want a peace of me"
"i no thats the way i feel"

"gurls pay attention" said mrs hayden and everyone laughed.


then the office called down on the speaker
"is arissa there"
"yes"
"please send her down her moms here"
"ok"
mrs hayden wrote me out a pass
i got to the office and their was my mom.
"yeah" i said
"come on i have to talk to you"
"kay"
we walked to the car and i hopped in.
"um your grandma got her results from the hospital"
"ok wat is it"
"she has cancer"
"o i don't care" i said lieing
why? why is she dieing i always lose everyone i luv.
we came to a stop at our house. i stepped out and went to my room.
i turned on my radio and The Veronicas came on

Everyday I sit here waiting
Everyday just seems so long
And now I've had enough of all the hating
Do we even care, it's so unfair
Any day it'll all be over
Everyday there's nothing new
And now I just try to find some hope
To try and hold onto
But it starts again
It'll never end

I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can't you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do
I'm heavily broken
And there's nothing I can do

Almost giving up on trying
Almost heading for a fall
And now my mind is screaming out
I've gotta keep on fighting
But then again
It doesn't end

it played and i began to cry.
tears rolled down my cheeks and i couldn't stop them.
then a tap on the door.
"whos is it " i cryed
"its ur mother"
"wat do u want r u happy now shes dieing just like u wanted"
"hun im sry i onlii wanted her to die becuz of all the pain shes going threw and shes better off in a better place"
"shut up i don't care"
i walked out of my room with my diary and walked back to skool.


i got to skool
"heyy ur late" yelled my 3rd period teacher
"and i care y" i said bluntly.
"detention"
"ughh" i said and sat down in my assigned seat
wat a jerk did he like no that i went home early and just came bac .
yadda yadda is all i heard outta his mouth
"arissa"he said
"yeah"
"come here"
like an idiot i am i obyed
"yeah wat"
"why r u acting like this u usually get b's and my class now ur close to failing"
"and y do u care ok my freaking grandma is dieing of cancer"
"o i am so sry i didn't no"
"y would u" i yelled and marched out.
next was 4th period

"get ur journals" said mrs bonheim my english teacher
yay i luv this class its my fav
i got my journal
"todays journal assignment is to write wats been going on in ur house hold"
i grabbed my pen and began writing i always write in my diary in this class

dear diary,
im sick and tired of my mother ughh
and why does my grandma have to die ):
and y r my firends so cruel
well not that they no but..
im gonna tell them my day can't get worse.
-arissa

after english was study hall
okay arissa get a grip i repeated to my self

"um mallory , dianna , jasmin , andrea"
"yea" they all said at once
"i wanna tell u sumthing"
"sure wat is it" mallory said
"um im BI" i said scared
"eeww" they all yelled an backed away like i was sum kind of animal
"gross get outta her les"
i ran out crying. wow sum firends
i out my head phones on and the veronicas came to lyfe im my ears


You're a little obsessed with me
And I'm a little bit scared of you
The way you look and stare at me
Maybe it's time I let you know

You could call me six times but still I won't pick up the phone
You could spend all your money on me
but still I'll say no
You could write a million letters everyday confessing to me
That I am the girl of your dreams
But nobody ever asked me
I never looked at you that way
'Cause I always thought you were gay

i love that pic of her. xD

Fake Plastic Trees

^that wasn't what i copied..ha.
OMJ that pic of Demi is sooo cute. haha. She's so pretty.

She is pretty. I'm so jealous.
lol


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